Friday, October 12, 2007

"And... one more thing."
"Hmm?"
"Don't... don't leave me here, okay?"

January 31st, Tuesday, 8:06 pm
Dear diary,
He says he will come back. He'll bring lots of presents.

"I won't."

Febuary 29th, Thursday, 8:43 pm
Dear diary,
I hope he's having a good time there.

"Remember what I told you last time?"
"That you loved me?"

April 22nd, Thursday, 9:50 pm
Dear Diary,
I wonder what he's thinking about right now.

"Yeah."

April 23rd, Friday, 9:38 pm
Dear Diary,
It's been 3 years now.
Actually three years and 4 hours 32 minutes exactly.

"I'll tell you when I get back."

June 15th, Saturday, 7:49 pm
Dear Diary,
I haven't received any of his letters. I wonder if he received the letters I've written to him. May be he doesn't have the time to write. Businessmen are very busy.

"Promise?"

July 5th, Wednesday, 8:57 pm
Dear Diary,
Today is his birthday. I wonder if he received the scarf I knitted for him. Blue. His favourite colour.

"Yes,"

September 8th, Thursday, 7:12 pm
Dear Diary,
It seems he's rather healthy. I saw him in the newspapers today. He looks a bit different in the photo. More refined, handsome, elegant. He won the award he's been wanting. May be he'll come home soon. Then I can give him a new hairstyle. His current one reminds me of Adolf Hitler.

"I promise."

October 11th, Monday, 9:04 pm
Dear Diary,
Today is my birthday. I blew the candles and made my wish.
I wonder if he forgot today is my birthday. He said he would buy me a new pair of shoes. Shoes that I've always wanted.

Then we kissed our goodbye kiss.

December 24th, Sunday, 5:01 pm
Dear Diary,
It's Christmas today. The newspapers just came in.

TOP BUSINESSMEN MARRIES TOP MODEL

Perphaps, in the end,
he didn't love me.


All men want are younger bodies.

My last sunset.