Monday, October 29, 2007

If there was another earth,
Would you shed light on it?

Like how God gave us trees,
Will you give me a sea?

And when the winter season falls,
Can you make the snow melt into spring?

After moulding this world,
And breathing life into it,
Please let the silence bloom into laughter,
Melt us with the rain of love.

My last sunset.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

For one more day,
To share smiles with all of you again,
To laugh and cry together,
I'd give up my sky.

For one more hour,
To relive that familiar world,
To feel your touch in a warm hug,
I'd give up my earth.

For one more minute,
To hear your voices cheering again,
To have time standing still in those days,
I'd give up my sea.

For one more second,
To laugh and sing and dance and cry,
To hug and smile and cheer together,
I'd give up my light.

For one more day,
Or an hour or a minute or a second,
For one more chance,
I'd give up my world.



I love you all, 203'07.

My last sunset.

Monday, October 22, 2007

I love shows that make you cry.

Go to www.tudou.com and watch Bokurano.

No I am not making some crap advertisement here. Bokurano is one of the most beautiful shows I've ever seen.


The excitement when you just heard that the game you were playing was real.
The horror when you find out the price you have to pay.
The contradicting feeling you have when you have to make a decision.
To fight or not to fight?

The love you feel within you when you fight.
The emptiness in you when you feel you're alone.
The hatred you feel when you know you're betrayed.
The coldness in you when you feel you've done it for nothing.

All these emotions are very beautifully brought across in Bokurano. So really, go and take a look! I cried in most of the episodes.



Speaking of crying, I cried a lot for Mitch Albom's For One More Day.


It's lovely,



like the salmon pink sunset.

My last sunset.

Friday, October 12, 2007

"And... one more thing."
"Hmm?"
"Don't... don't leave me here, okay?"

January 31st, Tuesday, 8:06 pm
Dear diary,
He says he will come back. He'll bring lots of presents.

"I won't."

Febuary 29th, Thursday, 8:43 pm
Dear diary,
I hope he's having a good time there.

"Remember what I told you last time?"
"That you loved me?"

April 22nd, Thursday, 9:50 pm
Dear Diary,
I wonder what he's thinking about right now.

"Yeah."

April 23rd, Friday, 9:38 pm
Dear Diary,
It's been 3 years now.
Actually three years and 4 hours 32 minutes exactly.

"I'll tell you when I get back."

June 15th, Saturday, 7:49 pm
Dear Diary,
I haven't received any of his letters. I wonder if he received the letters I've written to him. May be he doesn't have the time to write. Businessmen are very busy.

"Promise?"

July 5th, Wednesday, 8:57 pm
Dear Diary,
Today is his birthday. I wonder if he received the scarf I knitted for him. Blue. His favourite colour.

"Yes,"

September 8th, Thursday, 7:12 pm
Dear Diary,
It seems he's rather healthy. I saw him in the newspapers today. He looks a bit different in the photo. More refined, handsome, elegant. He won the award he's been wanting. May be he'll come home soon. Then I can give him a new hairstyle. His current one reminds me of Adolf Hitler.

"I promise."

October 11th, Monday, 9:04 pm
Dear Diary,
Today is my birthday. I blew the candles and made my wish.
I wonder if he forgot today is my birthday. He said he would buy me a new pair of shoes. Shoes that I've always wanted.

Then we kissed our goodbye kiss.

December 24th, Sunday, 5:01 pm
Dear Diary,
It's Christmas today. The newspapers just came in.

TOP BUSINESSMEN MARRIES TOP MODEL

Perphaps, in the end,
he didn't love me.


All men want are younger bodies.

My last sunset.